THE END

FINALLY!
tmr mark the END of my prelim!
KOOL!
anyway, tmr im going to ENJOY!
LOL.
tym for bed=))
a nice and cold NITE!

MY DAY

everyday tym muz tink of a tittle for the post hen ma fan eh...haas...lol...woke up kinda late today as i don habb paper for the day...best thing of my day...but i envious ppl who are taking art as dey don habb to go for any paper tmr and there is no theory for art! haas...budden dey muz ao ye which i cant take it...hee...was rottin through out my day...den shijia ask me to go to her friendster page..JIAN JIAN DAN DAN! lol...me and her favourite song! rmb tat tym she msg me saying she fell in love wibb JJ songs and the song i told her i lik was jian jian dan dan...same type sia...haas...cos both of us are capricorn! haas...

evening tym went to compass wibb biling cos she wanna to buy a top...end up she bought nth...haas...while she was trying i jus stand dere and rot...she took a long tym...toopid ting is that i almost bang into the mirror cos i tot that it was the path to changng room...another one is while i was enjoying my fav CHOCOLATE bread tat tym suddenly got one voice saying no food in gio...i lao diao cos i neber see any soul but i heard voices...so paiseh lo..in d end jus stand dere lo...came home and did nth else but jus sit in front of the tv and com...

nothing much....due to toopid geraldine`s nick saying im 1**...but im 160! haas...sad to see tat ba...cos i belong to the 16+club whixh is she and yuan while the 15+ club is bird and ling....haas...we got spilt club de wors...haas...LOL...tym to end...NITE

NEW song! =))
HOPE THAT THE SUN HAD CHASE AWAY ALL THE DARK CLOUDS!
YU GUO TIAN QING LE! =))

ROTTING in process

got home kinda earli and here i'm rotting in front of my com...ytd gerfrdds dey all came to my hse to watch the maid...haas...kinda funnie...the part when screaming could be heard is the second disc and is the arrival of the pizza man! haas. LOL...eating and watching the maid...after tat was discussing wadx to wear for this fri...3 more days to go!!!! counting down! haas...

was readin my old xanga...i realise that my holiday was kinda boring...budden high de shi hou bery high! haas...going to marina was one of the most often thing tat i did during the holiday...meeting miss geraldine is lik my daily routine is my last december holiday? haas...LOL...rmb the last xmas...sendin jocelyn home wibb sJia and hanbin..so fun! haas...now, did have any outing wibb dem le...but this fri will be the best one ba...haas...after tat see wher can we go.l..100% muz mit derek! cos is a FRIDAY! haas. LOL. anyway my leg still hurts....due to tat slide...the curve! haas...almost make me overturn sia...update more ltr...

HAPPY mooncake festival

not realli a happy mooncake festival as i got myself a blister while buring all the candles...='(...before "celebrating" mooncake festival went to compass to study chem and i got to knoe sth...i knoe nuts of chem! i hate sci! forget about tat...made a lil`ll "postcard" for geraldine...hope she lik it...haas...she was feeling down over some dumbass [ the BBC]..ya? went to tat park to play candle and sit down dere and chat till 9 plus and after tat i went home...yuppie...

came home and i sat down here for quite a while...gonna to go off and habb a good nite slp as im tired! tmr will be another day wibb shine but i guess i`ll be rotting through the whole chem paper as i had said i knoe nuts abt chem! be my chem teacher. anyone?

TO: MISS GERALDINE
special sia. onli for you onli eh. happi ma? ger. cheer up. don get bother by the BBC. okay? words cant realli express wad i realli wan to say to you. hope u had enjoy the nite wibb us. tonite don cry le. if not tmr i habb to bring along tooth pick for u le =X. habb an earli nite. love ya ger! <3 color="#ffffff">
deep in thoughts....
realli wonder wadx i wan...
realli wonder am i doing the rite thing and going on the rite track...
didnt mean to say all those ting..
if tym could turn back...
i wish to say sorry and wish to do the rite ting =(

HUIYING

finally i`m blogging after quite a number of days...wasn't my usual self for the past few days...deep in thoughts for every free moment i habb...i oso don knoe whyy...ask me not to tink so much is a bu ke neng de matter...by telling you tat i wun tink so much is jus a fu yen ba...yupp...habb to endure for one more week which is 5 more days, my prelim will be over! i`ll be going to sentosa! haas....ke ai de chuan xun and fusheng made me look forward to it more...as we were crapping around...and chuan xun say he wanna to undress dere and he say cant play volley ball bcos his bone will break once the volley ball hits him...haas...lol..budden both of dem realli make me luff for the nite..haas...enuff of tat le...

ytd dey came to my hse for dinner...budden i muz say sorry to dem as the pasta was realli bery lil`ll...sorry guys...after tat went habb my fav xin dian...no la...is dian xin aka dim sum...realli nice...reach home onli at 1am...fell aslp wibb a penny of thoughts inside my mind....as for today, i jus rot at home and didnt even study...and dey went out to study w/o calling me! forget abt tat matter...tmr going to study wibb linwei...i guess he will teach me sci ba...yuppie...

deep in thoughts as i guess ting shld be solve face to face and wad fusheng said was rite...yuppie...i don habb a stand to do anyting to it as i don get a clear view of the matter...ya..so i wun be toking anymore abt it...but i knoe tat i will jus speak out ting tat im not happi in the front and not the back alley....

SUNDAY

today marks the end of my holiday and tmr is the start of my prelim paper...
prelim will end nxt nxt week...
this shows that i wun be appearing online and will be mugging home either at home or cp [me and gera de study place/LOL] le...
haas/LOL...
nothing much...
all the best to peeps taking prelim for the nxt two weeks!
ESP GFS and OLEY! =))


YING- i`ll be there for you, this five words i swear to you. when you breathe i wan to be the air for you. I`LL BE THERE FOR YOU

SATURDAY

weekend is here and my holiday is gonna to end soon....tym flies huh? one week is over...slacking for the whole week...wadx am i doing and wad do i wan? anyway...let put that aside...shld be watching superstar in my room but my brother is watching don knoe wad nonsense show in the room...so..here i am, in front of the com...superstar showing JJ now..KOOL...his performance was realli great and his vocal ROCKS ! yi qian nian yi hou makes me tink of NCO camp 2005! cos tat day i tink at study area, deli`s laptop suddenly play tiz song den got lots of feeling...haas...LOL...

today went to mall to study...haas...not bad...manage to asbord sumtings...beside that oso got free "show" huh...haas...onli geraldine and me knoe about tat...the telepathy SISTER! keke...shld be eating pasta for the nite..in the end, it was cancel as dey are not coming...poor derek...he was somehow disappointed? yeah...sorry tat i habb made him disappoint but i promise i will cook for him to eat de! LOL...nothing much...


YING- i`ll be there for you, this five words i swear to you. when you breathe i wan to be the air for you. I`LL BE THERE FOR YOU

MY days

kinda bored....
bored to death....
didnt step out of my hse for the past TWO days!
not even a STEP!
how kool can tat be...
rotting at home everyday, facing the walls and tons and tons of books!
how i wish i could BURN all the BOOKS but tat was a naive thinking...
i guess that is a part of LIFE!
last fri i was spendin my day in skool wibb derek and dinner at suki wibb crazy peeps...
but today, i was rotting at home...
i miss last week especially 31st of AUG!
nothing much to blog...
habb an earli nite...
anyway...
my favorite song...

I’ll be there for You

I guess this time you're really leaving,
I heard your suitcase say goodbye.
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding,
They say true love is suicide.

You say you've cried a thousand rivers,
And now you're swimming for the shore.
You left me drowning in my tears,
And you won't save me anymore.
Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl.

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for youI'd
Steal the sun from the sky for you,
Words can't say what love can do.
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times,
Now they have their own hiding place.
Well I can promise you tomorrow,
But I can't buy back yesterday.

And baby you know my hands are dirty,
But I wanted to be your Valentine,
I'll be the water when you get thirsty,
babyWhen you get drunk, I'll be the wine.

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd Steal the sun from the sky for you,
Words can't say what love can do.

And I wasn't there when you were happy,
I wasn't there when you were down.
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, babyI wish
I'd seen you blow those candles out.

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd Steal the sun from the sky for you,Words can't say what love can do.
I'll be there for you

TILL THE END

MY DAY

second day of my week...woke up kinda earli this morning at about 11am =X...did all the necessary stuff and went out to study...today i was very "bright"..can shine brightly at dem! keke...cos the other bully don wan to come out! sad...haas...after that went to the park near compass for lunch as there is a food court over there...i muz say sth...the palyground over dere was fun! haas...got a slide where me and geraldine played like mad...we was lik so high...haas..LOL...playing and playing...laughing lik crazy gers...cool...it made my mind stay free at tat moment...the sky look beautiful too! =)) came home and let the two ahem ahem go on their own...haas...LOL...on the way home i was realli ji dong and rough...i muz clarify tat i doesnt habb to treat it in a gentle way as it is not worth to do it in tat way...ya...ooh man...image in front of new frdd was spoil...haas...no la..who care! seriously speaking,i cant stand all the tooping thinking and all the nonsense they had create...cant the matter be solve in a more mature way rather lik CHILDISH way? hoo...tat`s me....a kinda straightforward ger...for both nite i`m seeing and hearing all this crap...seriously..stop all the nonsense and focus on more important...stop hurting and discriminating ppl...YES! tat`s it!

tmr dere will be two mock exam and one test...whyy cant the skool jus gibb us a break b4 prelim though mock exam might do help? seriously speacking, i tink the skool shld let us study on our own instead of asking us to go back for mock exam...i knoe is for our own good..anyway...no use grumbling! yes...maths is 100% gone case...cos sumone say i bery SLOW...sure cannot finish the paper and all those ting i oso cant see...yupp...after tt will be SS...toopid bg..such a LONG topic! sumore 3 chapters? phy is worse....i don even knoe how my phy teacher got is teaching license...tym for bed! NITE!

MONday

NOT a BLUE MONday...LOL...this morning, i was suppose to report skool for math mock exam at 9am...but in the end, i reported at 940am!!!! cos i overslpt...i woke up at 850am! set the wrong tym again...second tym le sia..rmb the fiz tym was leisure camp...yyeah...the paper was bery difficult...gonna to fail it le man...after tat went down to town again..ya...got myself some stuff...yupp...rush home and went to cp to mit dem to study...was late for an hour lik tat? haas...budden luckily emmeline reach fiz...linwei oso late lo...left cow at mac ALONE! LONELY sia..haas...who asked him to make me wait during the fiz tym...keke...LOL...

was stoning at first...cos i don knoe trigo! haas...budden cow taught me how to do...sumore suan me again! say i so SLOW! don nid to take liaos! looking at my maths and suan-ing me through out the tym! toopid cow! LOL...doing math and is difficult! die die die...start to make me again and again...kana ji siao by them lik mad! esp toopid cow and linwei! i wan to take revenge tmr! LOL...did learn stuffs tat i don understand...yuppie...and there were "fights" between me and cow..fighting lik mad! he`s a BIG BULLY! LOL

nothing much...tym to log off...=))

some WORDS

ONE:
Listen to my own heart beats. The irregular beatings.I’m thinking silently. I don’t want to be disturbed by anyone.We hug real tight. However we still let it go easily.That kind of feeling, is very weird, how should I put it?The time has been divided into half, stopped your kindness to me.Breaks down our clinginess. The sky after you left.I’m like a kite searching for a dream. The sky after rain.Does it have a face of sunshine? I silently stared at the sky.I try to look for the sensation of lost, but I can only smileAnd hoping for the rainbow after rain.

HOPING TO SEE RAINBOW AFTER RAIN.

TWO:
In memory the childhood has been recalled. The clouds float in the blue sky. You from that time told me that you want to hold hands with me and walk together until the end of the time.
After that I’m afraid of lifting the head and look up. As if I’ll see the sky lost its color. From that day I forgot how to breathe. The tears. Ah! Forever not; not cry again.
Our love will not come back after it’s gone. Up until now, I’m still waiting silently. I understand that our love has become your burden. It’s just that I can never let this love go. The last warmth you gave me.
I no longer want to ask you if you love me. I just want the free sky now. Escape from this tied up world and never be lonely.

THE PAST WILL NEBER BE ALIVE AGAIN. ='(

FRIday

finalli today is the last day of the week....wednesday was the day that i had lots of FUN! =))

wednesday...
earli morning we had our usual teachers' day performance...i was realli high...haas...i oso don knoe why..crazy me...after tat went home and went out again...went down to town wibb my gfs as we are going to sg for our lunch + dinner...again... we were so HIGH! LOL...all of us started toking lots of crap and today all of us were HONEST! haas... LOL...tat was kool...we oso look quite a number of fotos? a retard foto of me! *arghs* LOL...after sg we went walking around town...heeren and wisma...yuuppie...saw geraldine`s best frdd and sly...i was the onli one who have the good eyesight to spot them...haas...LOL..after that i alight at ps and went to mit up wibb sJia! haas...cos we are catching movie together wibb deli...went walking around orchard...the movie was nice and reach home onli at 1plus! hee...

thursday was a boring day...superstar was weilian..ya...expected...TODAY...stayed back in skool wibb derek...it was FUN! LOL...chatting...reading up abit on SS...listening to mp3 and high-ing around...about7 i saw ah ong, i faster take out notes and started to act guai...haas...LOL...mr leow at dere saboing me sia...haas...LOL...budden i realli did read up abit...went to suki for dinner...second buffet for the week...rich? NAHZ! >.<>

YING- penny of THOUGHTS of the LONELY nite.